Tired

I haven't slept more than a few hours in over a week. I'm so tired. I can't wait to get back to normal. I feel empty inside.

*Snap*

I don’t know why, how or when exactly it happened, but something snapped inside of me over the course of the move. Well, I hope it snapped and can be fixed, and didn’t just die. I’d go into more detail but I don’t have it in me tonight.

Moved

So I’m moved. I have a new home. I like my new home. What I don’t like is moving. Ugh. Yuck. I plan on dying here, I’m never ever moving again. Never.

I packed so hard it took everything out of me. The little bit left I had went into the actual moving of things. Very near the end I lost it. I was done and I had nothing left. What I forgot was that once you move the stuff you have to unpack it. Dammit.

I only just unpacked my clothes. We did a pretty good job unpacking, but there are still a few boxes kicking about.

Moving...moving...gnivom...I'm losing it...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....

I shouldn't even be blogging, I should be packing. We have way to much stuff. We've thrown out tons of stuff which I hate doing because it's such a gigantic waste! I gave a bunch of stuff away so it wasn't as bad but it's still stressing me out.

I'm very stressed that the movers won't take a bunch of stuff. When we booked it they said that we had to tell them every single thing we want them to move for insurance. I tried my best but there is so much I couldn't possibly get everything. Now as I'm pulling stuff together I'm doing a calculator in my head of how many items they won't take.

Now in reality I shouldn't be so stressed out. We already moved a bunch of stuff this weekend, and we rented a hatchback for tonight and tomorrow so we can move some stuff ourselves. Also we are doing this mid month so that if we can't get everything we can come back and take the rest. But still I am very very stressed. I didn't sleep at all last night. I went to bed late and then at 3am my body was like "Ok time to get back up and going again!"

Ahhhhhh...I can't wait for this to be over!

Well I'd better get back to it..........

Man, ManTracker is a bad show!

I think I just saw the worst show ever. The only reason I’m watching this channel is because it’s my favourite news channel and I was too lazy to change it before the news came on. I figured I’d just have it on as background noise until it came on. Little did I know that a woman would be screaming and whining and crying throughout the whole show.

The show is called ManTracker...I think. To be honest I don’t even care. From what I gathered from the screaming and crying and occasional commentary the show is about this guy who is an expert tracker and he tries to track people as they race to the finish line.

ManTracker is a fifty something man with a cowboy hat who rides around on a horse. He looks kind of like a grandpa. He doesn’t look scary at all. He just looks serious. Yet the woman contestant in the show screamed like Jason was chasing her. You would have thought this guy was literally hunting her down to kill her like she was a deer or something the way that she was acting.

Even when he caught up to her she started crying and made him actually get off his horse and grab hold of her. She continued to whimper for a while afterwards too.
Didn’t she realize she was going on a reality show where a man on a horse was going to track her? When she started crying for her kids I thought maybe thinks this guy took them and now she isn’t getting them back now?!

In any case she ruined my evening with her disgusting behaviour.

I got the keys!

I got the keys to my new apartment this weekend!!! I’m very excited to be moving because I’m moving to a better location. For the first time I’m going to be living in the hub of the bub! I was close, but not close enough right now!

Now I have a bit of a condition commonly referred to as “crazy brain”, and from the time I viewed the apartment up until just before I got the keys, my new apartment was shrinking smaller and smaller in my mind’s eye. The day I was supposed to get the keys I was pretty sure nothing except for a pair of shoes and a fork would fit in there.

To my relief when I entered the apartment it was clear that most if not all of my stuff would fit. I’m very very excited to have a balcony now...and as an added bonus there is a racoon nesting in the tree below us. I already know that hours are going to be spent watching him! Oh and don’t forget the swimming pool in the building directly across from me. Have I mentioned I love to people watch, and my new location is going to allow me to do some optimal people watching!

So so so excited! Wooo hoooo!!